Hello Readers …
Is anyone still out there?
Now that my children are grown, it seems like my life journey has still continued to take unexpected twists and turns. Some good, some not so good. But somehow it all seems like less of a “journey” and more like a time of reflection, reviewing, and re-evaluating where I’ve been, where I am now, and where I’m going next.
Once upon a time there was a thriving community on this blog. Lots of comments and discussion. I disappeared when I returned to college to get my Bachelor’s degree and then a Master in Fine Arts, and stopped posting. It felt like time to roll up the carpet and close the doors, so I removed all the posts and pretty much closed up shop.
Now, however, I wonder if there’s anyone out there who’d be interested in reading personal diary-style blog posts of my thoughts and reflections from this new stage of life? I find myself composing in my mind–as I go about my day–what I’m beginning to see as potential blog posts. I tried to discern if there was any common thread to these thoughts that seemed to want to be expressed, and I realized many of them were thoughts about insights and even regrets that I’ve gained over the years (especially recently). The tentative title in my mind is, “Things I’ve Learned Since I Knew It All.”
I’m not in the same place spiritually, emotionally, educationally, physically, or family-related as I was when I stopped posting here. Some changes I would’ve considered almost heretical in earlier incarnations of myself. Because of that, I’m still undecided if I want to revive this blog or not. I’m more than a little bit fragile right now (long story) and not certain I could handle the big, bad world of Internet trolls at the moment (especially trolls claiming to be “sharing truth” with a wayward soul). ;)
I don’t feel wayward. I feel like I’m finding my way back. As Tolkien wrote, “Not all those who wander are lost.” I never really understood what he meant before. I thought I understood. But now I know better. One of those things I’ve learned since I knew it all, I guess. :)
So, is there anyone out there who’d be interested in a friendly look into my current stage of life and present-day thoughts about life, love, faith, and other sense and nonsense? ;)
To be continued … perhaps.